November 14th, 2011
Today was a rush at work at UMC. We had over 10 admits and 10 discharges. My half of the day with Toby went by very very quickly and was resonable. I found it much better than last week which was difficult. I am glad that I stood up for what I felt and that I don't really take crap, or negative talk or miscommunication.
Oh, I totally forgot. This morning was very heavy and low for me. After a wonderful scripture study I began searching for schools online to take my Biochemistry course. No luck. I then called UTMB galveston and TCOM about my admission status and the potential to be considered a Texas resident for application purposes…no luck. Not only did I have no luck but I was told by UTMB that I would not be invited for an interview. TCOM wasn't promising either. These back-up schools seemed like they didn't even know me. I remember after this huge let-down experience going to the GYM with my wife. I did some work-outs, and found myself going outside through the side door and just sitting on a huge tire looking into the sunrise and at the clouds. My schooling, my hopes and dreams, my desire to become a provident provider for our small family (beautiful Rachel and little tinny Jackson), what I've been thinking about non-stop for months; Medical School interviews and acceptances have seemed to be the driving force behind many of my actions and it seemed like some chunks out of the pie when I heard what would become of my possibiilties of interviewing at these schools. On the drive home Rachel pipped up from the back (she was helping Jackson stay calm). "For what it's worth, if you don't mind I have something to say." "Sure hon" I replied. "Well, if you ask me, I'm not scared or nervous one bit." "I think you'll get into Texas Tech." "And if for some crazy reason, you don't, then we'll apply again next year and you'll get in then… Honey, if we don't get in its ok; but I’m confident that we will." She looked at me through the rear-view window and as my eyes met hers, I could see her determined resolution along with her confidence in me, her husband. I felt at that time that I could jump to the moon if she asked and I would. Those words, so eloquently spoken and with such determination, seemed to sooth my soul and help me feel at peace. I am confident, if anything, that I am here in Lubbock for a reason. The Lord called us here and whatever happens with my job and with other opportunities, I will be prepared and I will do well. I know that the Lord loves me and that He is preparing some great opportunities for me and I will snatch them up and do well.
Nov. 15th 2011
Work started early today. Right at 7 I found out I would be on floor 3 West all by myself for 4 hours. I was excited for the opportunity and the hours chugged along until I had additional help at 11am. The work I was able to do was productive and clear. I pray I did not miss any orders and that I did well.
As a stark contrast to yesterday, I felt very productive with regards to medical school today. After eating lunch at work I walked to the Administration office of the medical school ( right next to the cafeteria) and met Dean Burk's assistant. There we set an appointment for next Tuesday at 3:30 to meet with the dean. I was pleased at how simple it was to set up appointment and then upon realizing the exact day I became additional pleased and a little tickled that the day we are to meet is the 22nd of November. 22 is my lucky number.
While writing a family update to all my cousins I told a very condensed version of my struggles and successes while working to get into medical school and while doing so I realized that I have been watched over throughout this whole process. I am eager to see how this interview pans out and what additional insights I am able to learn from dean Burk as we meet next week. I hope to be an impressive individual to him and learn just as much about him as he learns from me.
night.
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